next week is going to be exciting..

after the observation thru this week.... i finally found severy spots for my next week trial.. ha.. cool places to hide in.. besides considering my own stuff, i'll see if people can find me..

however, i may also spend long time in dorm. since i'm planning to move my furniture, and give myself a study place by the wall (like my high school's classroom..), i'll check out if i can make my dorm more effective..

this weekend isn't going to be pleasant.... to much homework. so it is with next week... though mid term exams are all over...

应该跟wx同学说点什么？真的觉得很尴尬，其实不应该这样的。曾经因为同样的原因失去过几个朋友，还有非常珍惜的伙伴。每次都觉得自己很蠢很幼稚，以为所有人都像我一样把友谊阿爱好阿看的那么重。重要的是每次都觉得自己不长记性……还有的时候是不希望别人失望，虽然我知道这可能会带来更大的失望..

怎么形容呢，反正我是某种很难理解和了解的人，连我自己都不太理解自己。自相矛盾和有人说得“外表和内心分离”。所以如果仅仅是几天的了解就认定喜欢这个人，说不定更了解以后会失望很多。